elections

im startting to get scared about the elections. i want obama to win, but if hilary gets in its would be ok. i think obama is a better candadate for president becuase of is political experience. hilary says she has a lot of experience. but i dont agree with that. she has ewxprience being the first lady long before she got into polotics. but obama has been in congress and has had more experience that hilary. and that not lokin at the repblicans. i dont agree with a lot of things that is being said my the republican party. i dont think there should be a draft. and i dont hink we should stay in this war for as lng as they want us to.

canada

i went to canada over break and it was awsome. canada is a real laid back country and i wouldnt mind living there. we went o gpo visit a friend of the family. well my dads friend who he hasnt seen in a long time. it was fun, he showed us around. and he took us to a huge mall. ive never seen a bigger mall. it was 4 floors but all underground, and it was like a tunnel system that took up 5 or 6 blox. maybe more. you would need like 4 days to go through the hole thing. montreal was a lot like new york city. parking was alot, and its a lot of shopping. another tthing i lked about canada was the fact the their fashion is not just american, , they have a lot of europian styles to. all together canada wa awsome and i canrt wait to go back.

parents

lately my parent have been wanting me to come home a lot. they miss me a lot, and they are having trouble letting go. but i talked wit my dad, and hes understanding why i dont want to come home as much. he knows its hard because i just lost my grandma, and sometimes i dont feel comfertable at home. and he know i need to becoome a man and hold myself up. because i just want to be ready to take care of my family when the time comes. preporation

renovation

so over the break me and my parents desided im finally going to get my own room. we are redoing my grandmas old room so can have my own cosey room. its going to kinda weird that im ganna sleep in that room. but i guess iut will be good for me. im just ganna make it hommy not to much going on, but nice. so i cant wait to go ack home now.

draft

Ever since we talked about the elections, i have been realy interested in reading the papers and watching the news. Because what i noticed is that even if i dont vote the next president is going to impact the rest of my life. i have been thinking about the issue of the draft. that is one thing im afraid of. i was going to join the army but desided nit to because of this war. i dont believe in it and i will nt fight for something i feel is wrong. but if the republican party takes presidency then thats what will probly happen.

losing a loved one

losing a loved one is one of the hardest things to deal with. its a life lesson that everyone learns, but hates. mostly because there is nothing anyone can do about it. people are born and people die. but i believe you dont need to move on, you just need to agnolige that that person will not be in your life no more, but you dont forget then.

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