tranfering

well my time at montclair has come to an end. i gave it a year and found out this place aint for me. so im moving back home to connecticut and going to tunxis comunity college. the main reason is that i dont have a major and i dont know what i want to do, so instead of paying around $25,000 im just ganna pay about $2,000 for 12 credits. im still looking for what i want to do, but cheaper. this will give me time to think, and i will be able to work at home. living with my parents might not be the funest of things but i can hack it out till i transfer somewhere else.

being sick

wow, not being sick for a whole year makes you forget how sucky it is to be sick. im so greatful for my heath. i would have never guessed i was going to get sick a few weeks before school ends. wat i hated even more was that after i started to get better. i got sick again. thats why i had to take 2 weeks off from school. on top of that i got one of my roomates sick. so be causous and wash your hands a lot.

elections

im startting to get scared about the elections. i want obama to win, but if hilary gets in its would be ok. i think obama is a better candadate for president becuase of is political experience. hilary says she has a lot of experience. but i dont agree with that. she has ewxprience being the first lady long before she got into polotics. but obama has been in congress and has had more experience that hilary. and that not lokin at the repblicans. i dont agree with a lot of things that is being said my the republican party. i dont think there should be a draft. and i dont hink we should stay in this war for as lng as they want us to.

canada

i went to canada over break and it was awsome. canada is a real laid back country and i wouldnt mind living there. we went o gpo visit a friend of the family. well my dads friend who he hasnt seen in a long time. it was fun, he showed us around. and he took us to a huge mall. ive never seen a bigger mall. it was 4 floors but all underground, and it was like a tunnel system that took up 5 or 6 blox. maybe more. you would need like 4 days to go through the hole thing. montreal was a lot like new york city. parking was alot, and its a lot of shopping. another tthing i lked about canada was the fact the their fashion is not just american, , they have a lot of europian styles to. all together canada wa awsome and i canrt wait to go back.

parents

lately my parent have been wanting me to come home a lot. they miss me a lot, and they are having trouble letting go. but i talked wit my dad, and hes understanding why i dont want to come home as much. he knows its hard because i just lost my grandma, and sometimes i dont feel comfertable at home. and he know i need to becoome a man and hold myself up. because i just want to be ready to take care of my family when the time comes. preporation

renovation

so over the break me and my parents desided im finally going to get my own room. we are redoing my grandmas old room so can have my own cosey room. its going to kinda weird that im ganna sleep in that room. but i guess iut will be good for me. im just ganna make it hommy not to much going on, but nice. so i cant wait to go ack home now.

draft

Ever since we talked about the elections, i have been realy interested in reading the papers and watching the news. Because what i noticed is that even if i dont vote the next president is going to impact the rest of my life. i have been thinking about the issue of the draft. that is one thing im afraid of. i was going to join the army but desided nit to because of this war. i dont believe in it and i will nt fight for something i feel is wrong. but if the republican party takes presidency then thats what will probly happen.

losing a loved one

losing a loved one is one of the hardest things to deal with. its a life lesson that everyone learns, but hates. mostly because there is nothing anyone can do about it. people are born and people die. but i believe you dont need to move on, you just need to agnolige that that person will not be in your life no more, but you dont forget then.

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discussions

i really like all the discussions we've been having. they reall make you think. i think more classses should be like that. all the discussions we've had so far have been about controversial isues that you usually dont want to or dont feel comfertable talking about. it really helps you form your own opinion when you here diferent positions on a topic.

Before I Die

Before I die I want to do so many things. I dont just want to be a regular guy. I want to make a diffenece in the world, or at least someone life. Before I die i want to get a good job, buy a new house, and buy lots of material things. But thats not the only thing I want to do. I want to donate or help in the relief of cancer. am most of all i want to meet that one special girl to have my kids. I want to have a family, two girls and one son. I want to own and ride a motorcycle. I would want to pay back everyone who was good to me, and never gave up on me. I wish to see the world at peace, or at least more setled. i want to see my kids grow up, and have a good life. and i want to feel like my life was for a perpose.

Fools Gold

I saw the movie Fools Gold. It was really good. I went with my best friend, just me and her. It was cute. this movie is a realy good to bring your girl friend to, or to out out with that new girl. it was funny and adventurous at parts, so guys wont get bored. But at the same time it was realy romantic and sweat for the ladies. its everything you need for a good date.

parents

I love my parents, and they have been nothing but great to me. But because me and them are so close they dont know how to let me grow up. They still treat me like a kid, always telling me i got to get up earlier on the weekends. but i like to sleep. I couldnt believe when my dad asked me if i took a shower, and it was in a way like if i didnt he wanted me to go now. they like haveing total control over me. i love them but they got to let me be my own person.

snow day

I loved the snow day. New fresh power to go snowbourding. Now I just need to wait for some money to come my way. Well after I when back home to Connecticut, I had a massive snowball fight with all the kids on my block. it was so fun. we made huge snow fort. i dont know how thry stood up. it was a lot of fun. My friend got me good in th ear with a good piece of ice. so my ears kinda messed up. but i had a lot of fun. cant wait to do it again.